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Lord, I have sinned against you.

In almost every way.

And even now, in my coping mechanisms, I am sinful.

I ask of you what I don't know;

I request of you what I cannot see.

I pray for things you might have better for me,

and I wish to avoid what things you have handed to me.

I proclaim "Your Will be done",

yet, I fight for my will to come about.

I lay down my feelings honestly before You

I am giving back the reins to You

Take the wheel

for You reign over all of this.

You are the Sovereign God.

My heart is broken

and every time, I come back to You.

You know this is the only way

I will lay it all down and be desperate.

Take all of this.

So I can keep my eyes on You.