The Dust is Settling
Now that work has started to die down, I definitely will be starting to post more often, and yes, I will continue my tradition of doing a giveaway for the 25 Days of Christmas, so definitely keep an eye out for that.
As many of you have probably noticed, there has been a lot of sad posts that are more stylistically written than usual. I have explained in a previous post that it's simply the fact that there are a lot of things that I don't feel comfortable sharing 100% with the public, but writing is a way of stress relief and emotion-management for me. Of course, I can always write things privately, but at the same time, I feel like I should update my audience in some way, shape, or form. After all, you guys are supporting me through visiting this blog and investing in this blog, and I don't feel comfortable receiving when I'm not giving any explanation for my disappearances.
I am still working on editing my videos from this summer, and I am sorry; I know it has been taking forever. There have been a lot of things that happened in the past half a year that has truly shaken me to the core, and it really has been hard for me to try and function normally, much less post regularly. Thank you for all your support and concern through all of these times. I don't think I can ever really come out and tell the public about what happened in these months, because I am not even sure that I can fully come to terms with it, either.
Slowly, but surely, God is healing my heart. There is still a lot that I am praying about, both for the present and the future. It has been a wild journey, is all I can say. I do feel like God is convicting me in one direction, but I have also asked for a sure sign, and... when that sign comes, I will know for sure where to go. This upcoming week is going to be that week where the sign reveals, or doesn't, reveal itself, and my heart has been calmed by this fact. I am so ready to lay down this issue and just know where it is that I am going to do next. Regardless of where God leads me, I will be okay. Please pray for me, and that I will be able to accept with earnest what God has planned ahead for me. :) Thank you for all of your concern and love. It has been a rough season, and loving myself has been getting harder and harder, but the more I looked to God, the more he poured out His endless love for me through my friends and you guys. You are all very much appreciated, and I just want to let you know that I love you guys, and if you guys ever need anything, never hesitate to contact me. I will always be just an email away <3