Lord, I have sinned against you.
In almost every way.
And even now, in my coping mechanisms, I am sinful.
I ask of you what I don't know;
I request of you what I cannot see.
I pray for things you might have better for me,
and I wish to avoid what things you have handed to me.
I proclaim "Your Will be done",
yet, I fight for my will to come about.
I lay down my feelings honestly before You
I am giving back the reins to You
Take the wheel
for You reign over all of this.
You are the Sovereign God.
My heart is broken
and every time, I come back to You.
You know this is the only way
I will lay it all down and be desperate.
Take all of this.
So I can keep my eyes on You.